Wanting to Love one Woman with a Fresh Start in Life

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I Want to Love a Woman, not known for now.
even if so, a relationship for fun, deeper love to gather
This would mean a Fresh Start happened like I always wish. Even Friendships maybe possible people strong.

This "Fresh Start" was either blocked, too tepid in social strength by areas I lived, or not reputable around me.

Can this happen at 61 Years of Age for me? a gentleman and rather sex conservative and on the brink of destruction/success from my own author talent with dollar investment still sought?